To see what
happens to a cock that no longer has anyone to control it, to tease
it, to keep it locked up in chastity until it is time for it be
released. Well, at least, that's how I feel. Since I have had no one
to control me or my poor cock for the last five months, it seems a
shame. I mean, here I am, probably the best example of how to be a
submissive, male locked in chastity, and totally controlled by a
woman, and I have no one...
Raise your
hand if you agree with that statement. I happen to be the embodiment
of that statement. Alone, after seventeen wonderful years with a
loving partner who knew what it meant to control a man and his organ.
I am too
old to go shopping for another Mistress. Besides, who would want a 67
year old chastity sub anyway? Oh well, life goes on. Or so I am told.
I really don't care to masturbate without direction or orders to do
so. It just isn't the same. Back me up on that guys. I don't know
what to do with myself without someone to tell me what needs to be
done.
Well, I
guess I have cried on all your shoulders long enough. I hope to be in
better spirits next week. Thanks for ready this post, though!
Remember to smile even if that photo is being taken while you are
standing naked outside somewhere just because you were ordered to do
so. At least you had someone to give you that order. ;)
nemo
We do it in a different way. Linda does not want to order me around but allows me to serve and service her and weekly we have an evaluation. Even if you do not have someone to order around, maybe you could find someone to attend to who would appreciate you immensely. Those women are all different.
ReplyDeleteI like that. you have everything under control, Gary. Or... Rather, she does. I know it sounded like I am taking pity on myself in this post, but wait until you read next weeks. All will become clear. Well, some things will.
DeleteThanks for the comment!
I'm sure Mistress Ivey had some readers out there, that would be glad to give you a hand and take your keys. When I'm feeling sad, it's a good idea to go do some volunteer work and helping others always cheers me up.
ReplyDeleteJohn
Thanks, John. Actually, I am fine. i just miss her some days more than others. But I thought I might start posting some things about how it feels to be under the control of a good Keyholder. What do you think?
DeleteWe miss her also:) She was about the only author my wife would read. That would be a great idea. Some of her tricks and techniques, would also be appreciated.
DeleteJohn
Well John,
DeleteThanks for the vote of confidence. I am going to work on a series talking about what it is like for a guy when his wife (or whoever) decides to become a Keyholder and he is her first target. I am calling it "The 'First' Series."
Memo, I don't understand, what happens with Mitress Ivey? And be strong my friend, belive there are no age to start again :)
ReplyDeleteThank for your encouragement. I doubt I will ever have another wife, much less, another Keyholder. But that does NOT mean there isn't, or won't be, another woman in my life. only time will tell.
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